By Eddy Montilla.
If I could go back to my past, I would have told her “Yes!” to whom so many times I told her “No!”
I would have kissed my best friend on that rainy night after class,
the only opportunity I had, the only thing she really asked.
I still remember that rainy night…
Walking together under one umbrella,
full of dreams, full of hopes.
She, perhaps, looking for something different and similar,
and I, for sure, without even knowing how to react.
If I could go back to my past, I would have told her “No!” to whom I told her “Yes!”
because when it comes to love, half love is worse than nothing.
I would have taken more risks,
I would have drowned my fears for the future
and would have taken more actions in the present.
If I could go back to my past,
I would have cultivated more roses instead of waiting for shooting stars.
I would have walked more on the sand, barefoot, singing a song,
enjoying the sea, looking at the horizon while trying to find mine.
I would have gone more frequently to the park where she used to walk
and have walked less with my loneliness.
If I could… Only Lord knows how many things I would have done
If I could…
But I can’t.
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